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Saturday, June 6, 2015

Amazing!


                                     Had a Great couple of days listening to a bunch of
people talk about things I have never done before! <br>
https://www.facebook.com/events/1532688233666588/
<br>http://www.exploring-psychedelics.org/<br> Martin did a great job putting it together, Saw a lot of fabulous art! Learned a lot of strange and amazing things! Thank you for the experience! Though my body hurts for sitting a TON of hours for 2 days straight, at least I learned a lot of new things and did some awesome art in the process!

Still trying to keep focused on being positive, but still worried about rent... WE WILL MAKE IT! WE WILL HAVE ENOUGH! We Will! We Will!!

I worked on The elephant and the tree, though they had previously been started... The Free one I started Yesterday when I was listening to the first few speakers and been working on all of them throughout the 2 days :-)

Thursday, June 4, 2015

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Another day...

*F this. Going on computer...three times typing this on my phone is pissing me the f*ck off... stressing out big time...
Left ankle hurts like hell.*
I have been insomnious for weeks now, if not months, seriously stressing out over finding another place to live, DESPERATE to get out of the situation I am in. feeling EXTREMELY hopeless, and flat out wish just wasn't ALIVE right now (not dead, not killing my self, but wishing just wasn't alive in this moment) I NEED to get out of this mess I am in. I NEED HELP and I FEEL like I HAVE NO ONE to help, I have people in my life but no SUBSTANTIAL HELP in my life. I am tired of arguments over this same shit over in over and over and over and OVER again. I feel like I am in a mud pit kicking and grasping to get out, and the people are in the pit sitting on the ground getting covered in mud saying there is nothing I can do. THAT is where I am at, THIS is where my mind is right now. THIS is how I feel. Do I just LAY down and LET the mud fall on me? I am putting ALL my energy into making something happen! ALL of my energy! WE WILL find a new place that is affordable, we WILL be successful in the ways WE know how and Want to be. This is what I tell myself EVERY day, trying to paint MOUNTAINS and Homes on a Blank page, but still everything is invisible... I feel entirely alone in my life even with my best friend around. I feel alone in my life because Family doesn't give me time of day unless I personally do something to reach out. I AM TIRED OF BEGGING TO BE BE with MY FAMILY! I am tired of Telling someone to tell someone that I miss them, with NO responses back. I am TIRED of BEGGING to have even one day spent with. & I am REALLY tired of endless arguments with the only person who DOES understand me, but it feels like the never WANT to help. I know MANY people who are too busy in life, but still make time for people. I need FAMILY right now.  I need a new place RIGHT now, and I don't mean MONTHS I mean DAYS! And I need help in my life. I need someone to be there, and NOT TO YELL AT ME WHEN I SAY I NEED HELP. I am tired of arguments, I JUST NEED A SOLUTION! HERE it is out to the universe! I need a solution! I am calling out to the universe for a solution. I need a Good Affordable Home so I don't rip my hair out, and end up just wanting to die everyday!
~stressed out and feeling alone... where is Beetlejuice when you need him?

By the way, My Newest Piece is available on my Etsy store for download AND my fineartamerica store for all kinds of other options!

Monday, June 1, 2015

Marilyns Birthday Special!

Happy Birthday Marilyn Monroe!! Discounts on ALL my Marilyn Pieces to Celebrate Her birthday, to remember her! Check out All kinds of artists including my art, here is where you can find Marilyn Art for Sale

GooglePlay

Ok, so I need money to get my app on GooglePlay, It WILL HAPPEN!! Working on my app at AppsGeyser You need to pay $25 to Google Follow these steps: 1. Visit the Google Play Developer Console signup page 2. Pay the registration fee 3. Fill in your account details Please note that it may take up to 48 hours for your registration to be fully processed. Looks like it might take some elbow grease!

Fine Art Mobile!

THIS IS MY NEW MOBILE APP for MY FINE ART AMERICA! CHECK IT OUT! (sorry, VERY excited here!! Install this app!
Install on Android!

Create my life!

Sitting up tonight, eve of losing the internet! Trying not to stress! Trying to Create my Success! Things will be OK! I will Make it OK! Watching a Video to help me KEEP SUCCEEDING! I am a successfully, abundant, and extremely happy artist!

No Internet? No Page?

Yep, its that time again, like every month I can't afford something. This time its my Internet and Phone. lose that for a bit... I did find this awesome page today that talks aboutAnxiety!Worth checking out! Same author has many other articles too! Have a great Day! (even when you are not! ~daynah

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