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Friday, December 18, 2015

No Connection...

Ok, for a few weeks now, and what may be a few months or so, so I won't have internet. WAAAHHH!!

I feel so lost without internet, can't check my blog, or my art site, can't play my games on my TABLET because you need INTERNET for them!! I am very thankful for the friend who is graciously letting us use his internet once a week. Thank you very much.

Winter is so hard on the body, you ever notice that? Harder falls, more severe cold, gets dark WAY too early. Next time, when I get to go online, I think I will add some of my old poems. Until then, Knitting, and movies, and SIMS 2!!

If I don't get online again soon, Happy Holidays and a VERY Happy New Years!!


Friday, December 4, 2015

Banned on an art site??

            






Banned on an Art Site??





    Ok, SO I have been getting crafty and artsy this season, and trying to get more viewers on my my art sites, Cafepress, as well as all my blogs. I am going Premium on my Fine Art America   (its free to join as an artist and you can also sign up as a collector so you can buy prints of my paintings! Very soon I will have Collectors pieces, signed prints! I will keep you updated!

          
   The reason I am writing now, however, is because I am slightly agitated. First Zazzle, a great company in their own right BANNED my Marilyn Anxiety piece, They wouldn't give me an absolute REASON ( emailed several times and always got the same response, a page stating why things would be flagged on their site, but I saw NOTHING specifically would be the reason MY picture was offensive. I was mad but got over it because I have many other resources. 
           
  Until today, that is. Today I went to my Cafe Press, Another amazing site that you can put images and graphics on all kinds of products! But today I was shocked to find that my Marylin Anxiety pieces had been in their words Image Pended  (Follow the link to find out what their page says about Image Pended)
         
   This is the second time my art has caused a stir! BANNED ON 2 Sites? (well you know what they say, if people love it, or try to ban it, you are doing your job as an artist, you are bringing out extreme emotion, powerful enough to cross barriers, strong enough to travel through time.
          
  Why, because Marilyn Monroe was just a "Sexy Bombshell"? Marilyn Monroe was FAR more than that, she was a real woman, and far more intelligent then people actually know. You should really look into reading a biography about her. She also was a sufferer of extreme anxiety, depression, and extreme insomnia which people do not think about, heck, most people don't know at all! All they look at is her measurements and those pouty lips, and come hither eyes. 

This is exactly what they showed me

            
 I am actually pretty annoyed because I put myself into that work, I felt like I related to Marilyn on a deeper level. I felt like I could relate to a women that women wished they could be but some do not understand. Well I believe THAT is why so MANY women related to her so much, not because she was beautiful, EVERY woman is beautiful. No, They secretly relate because deep down inside, they know she has a real side, A side like them, one who feels insecure sometimes, one who worries, one who sometimes just doesn't want to go outside. If more people knew this side of her, they would focus on themselves more, seek the help they need If Marilyn had known there were others like her, someone who feels like her, Someone to talk to about her inner self, she could have very well been saved. 
             I will continue to put my Marilyn Anxiety piece up and just hope that it will be seen as it is. 
Art, Expression, Life

You CAN find it on my Fine Art America in a variety of different uses, Prints, Throw Pillows, Even IPHONE Cases!

*Update I forgot to add the link of what Cafe Press WILL all me to post. I will figure out whether I want to dispute it or not. 
My Cafe Press



Notable links

Help Links


"We should never be ashamed of who we are, We should only be ashamed of those who try to make us hide who we truly are." -Daynah Therese Pedersen
and by all means, Please, if you suffer from depression, there are more people out there who know what you are going through. There are MANY people to talk to, whether friends or family, or maybe even at a free clinic. YOU ARE LOVED! YOU ARE DIVINE! DON'T EVER FORGET THAT!


Sunday, November 29, 2015

Grateful

I am grateful for my family, and our Thanksgiving this year was actually pretty decent, Food was great, at BOTH of my Thanksgivings at both my boyfriend, and my family's homes.   I loved seeing family, I haven't seen anyone in so long! I did, however, end up messing up and forgetting things, all over the place... When my family, who live out of state, came to bring my things back. (The soup pot was the wrong one, oh well, but the trip they made I am grateful for) The one thing that broke my heart was that they didn't take 5 minutes to come in to visit me in my new place, first place since that.... year before. I couldn't get down the stairs from the ankle break before, I didn't have my brace on, so my boyfriend went down to greet them. They gave him my things and said they would call. I know they are in a hurry, but I have had only one family member, well 2, together, visit me in my home since I moved in December, and before that, unless I lived with my mom, no one ever visited me for um, YEARS and years and years??  Not ONCE! (well, except my brother, once) Is it really that much to ask for 5 minutes to come in and see how I am doing? I have lots of family that live In or NEAR town, NOT that far at all, and never once visit me...(my guys mom visits, but thats pretty much it for family visiting... I ALWAYS go to them! Well NO MORE! Universe, Send my family to visit me, please?
Other than  that, thanksgiving was awesome! I am thankful to be home, and warm and full of amazing food and leftovers, and Happy! My life is Rich in Love and Creativity!

Notable Thanksgiving Photos (on the way to, and from my second dinner, I forgot to take pics at first, was too hungry!!!)









wow, Just now on my facebook, I found This 

#Grateful #Thanksgiving #Love #Family

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

I CAN!!


Hey, I am so excited to be working on a project, a big project for my sister and her trilogy of short films, Starting with this one, I Never Can! Here is another sneak peak to what I'm working on!
  

I can't wait to show the finished products! Believe it or not, drawing is very relaxing, so I have been soaking it up! Talk to you soon!!


Monday, November 2, 2015

Getting a lot done!!


Ok, sorry I haven't been on here too much this month, had a lot to do! I have been keeping busy, making hats, reorganizing, working on my artwork on paper and off, came up with some really cool stuff! Cat themed mostly! YAY working on making my Fine Art America Premium so I can add more artwork! I hope everyone had a safe Halloween, or whatever you might call it. Tomorrow I will show you my new piece Fine Art America, and more about my booth too. But for now, here is this. This piece is not yet available on anything, but will be VERY shortly I Hope you love it!




Monday, October 19, 2015

On the right path

Ok, many good changes, a few not so good changes, but we are pushing through!
We are doing our best to get life back on track and organized. I haven't posted in a while, been distracted with art, netflix, knitting, and whatever life throws at us! It is also really frustrating trying to blog from a touchy tablet! I am just glad things have calmed down so much and we are alone again. I have been working on artwork for my sister's short film I Never trilogy, specifically, I Never Did. All I can show you is the sneak peak rough draft so far, my sister gets to see the final first! You can check out the I Never trilogy on YouTube, Starting with I Never Can.  Check out all her videos on her Youtube page, and don't forget to subscribe!!


Thank you so much for visiting my blog! 

Saturday, August 1, 2015

feeling better!!

So I've had a lot of me time, down time, feeling much calmer, better!! Best yet, I don't feel like a doormat. I don't feel used up anymore. Now I'm watching the Matrix. Very relaxed now that I don't have a self absorbed sociopath tangling me in her web of lies. Whether she does or doesn't do hardcore drugs, which I'm almost positive she does, maybe my words will help her wind down and be the mom she knows she could be. Maybe I scared it out of her...  I can think is hopefully it does. I hope she finds her way. I put all good thoughts towards her family, even though they don't care how much they hurt people, use them up. all goo d thoughts and energy towards them finding more love in their lives.I think them being here.. no I know them being here made my blood pressure rise immensely, as did my power bill. Now it is much calmer. My favorite part? Being able to pee in peace!!! Is that sad?  Now my energy will go to my art, and writing a book with my sister. I want to a semi scary, funny book. Now that I know how bad sociopaths  are, I want to touch on one far scarier, far worse than what I dealt with.


Here are a few sources of the warning signs and ways to cope, their family, and other issues. Be careful, and try not to waste your time arguing with someone who will never see it your way, nore care about your feelings in the end. Just don't give them their power anymore. Take back your own self worth. I wish I had read these before they left so I knew what I was up against.

10 Red Flags of Sociopathic Behavior

Come Play in South BeachDont's List For Dealing With Sociopaths

Deal-With-a-Sociopath

Children of Sociopaths

How to Deal with Sociopathic Women


Boy, do I need a vacation!!



Wednesday, July 8, 2015

serious panic attack.

Woke up with a.serious panic attack.I mean SERIOUS!! I threw UP (mind you this was only a few.minutes.after.I.took.my pain.pill) I had had a horrible NIGHT MARE. I was in prison, getting moved, they wouldn't let me move my things, they were moving my boyfriends things BY THROWING THEM AROUND..WORST.ABSOLUTE.WORST.PART.WAS.... he wasn't there at.all..😔🙅😢😥😤  SO I WOKE.up and wasn't free from the dream, THEY GAVE.me a.pain pill, I ENDED UP throwING.UP.FOAM. I.doN'T THINK My PILL WAS.IN.IT, in hoPE... cried and was having panic aTTACK, bad baD... NEED MORE SLEEP... WILL TALK LATER more about this..













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Tuesday, July 7, 2015

missing my bear and at a loss for words!


Ok, so I haven't posted in a while because of several things, I don't get to type.on a regular.computer, my computer.. it's hard to type on a tablet. I will have an extensive couple of posts when.I don't.have to deal.with cap locks and.perIODS BETWEEN WORDS...I reST MY CASE...I just wanted to post this inspiring Zentangle I found on Youtube. I absolutely love it and want to do stuff like it!! Again, I did NOT draw this, but I am inspired by it!! 
I need to find out how to make videos of me drawing too.
I also.wanted.to introduce you to.my new blog.  Since I have had tv here at Avamere Health Services of.Rogue Valley,  I have been thinking more.about my tv.movie trivia thing, of talent, that I can't help but do every time I recognize something, someone, or somewhere.I hope you like it!!
 Daynahz Random TV and Film Trivia Blog

Also being out my Kirmaan (what, nice.auto.correct.. not.kirmaan) my beautiful companion kitty I haven't been to handle things that well.without him. My boyfriend has been bringing.him in to see me almost.every night. He just left with him minutes ago... I'm already missing him like crazy!!





MY BEAR!!! My KREME!!! Every day my heart aches for him!!!

Anyway, I'm actually pretty tired, have a few things scheduled tomorrow but had to soak in second with my bear... goodnight!!!



Saturday, July 4, 2015

What I've BEEn up to!!!

Lots.of crap I'm dealing with, including not being able to go to my own home, or do most things on my own....but my talents are not going to waste!!! I drew this for my Aunt Kathy for her honey, along with a whole honey bee theme soon!!!  They will also BEE available on me stores!!     🌼🌺🌸🌷🐝

Also please check out my latest blog that showcases another stress reducing hobby & talent that I have done for as long as I can remember!!!!!, my Random TV & Film Trivia Blog!!

Friday, June 19, 2015

Hospital food!

Ok, I have had ups and down at the hospital. Morphine that didn't work leading to 3 hours of screaming in pain. But things have smoothed out, settled down, Hsotorsad some vi (omg comp wouldn't type for crap, got a new way to do it now though! YAY!!!!) will finish later when it's not so late!!!

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Broke

So I broke my ankle, in two places, on my right Ankle... I also fractured my pinkie toe on my left foot, (Yes the same one I broke a few months ago....) I have never broken anything besides my toe, and I have TWISTED my ankle before, but I was 1000% percent I broke it the SECOND it happened. THIS IS HORRIBLE! I am going to be STUCK HERE for a while. Really wish I had my family around... I can't even go to the bathroom without waking people up and asking for help... This couldn't have come at a worse time. I live on the FLIPPIN SECOND FLOOR and I had to butt scoot backwards up the stairs (took me like 10 minutes to do this) This couldn't have come at a worse time. I live on the FLIPPIN SECOND FLOOR and I had to butt scoot backwards up the stairs (took me like 10 minutes to do this)

Monday, June 8, 2015

My Cafe Press!!

OK, so the last Week has been pretty good! Good food, good conversation, only a couple minor bumps. But Today I have been working on my Cafe Press site, One I have had open for quite a while, but They have made a LOT of improvements in Navigation, so I am actually getting back into it! Check outMy Cafe Press Some of these pieces of art I can't get back, lost files, that are only on This site! (if I tried to put them on other sites, it will be far less quality!) Check back often to see if I have new stuff~! ALSO if you are a Store, You can purchase at Wholesale prices! I love that about this site! (just please don't mark up more than half of the price per shirt YOU paid! ( I need to make money too with it :-D Thank you!)

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Too HOT!!

It is TOO hot, I can't wait until fall already! All I have until then is the photos to remind me of whats to come! I love the fall! fall canvas prints and fall canvas art for sale

Hopefully we have a new place by then! Here is what we are looking for, house or apartment where the rent and utilities are about $500 (that's all I can afford, I have laundry and TP and other bathroom& girly needs, kitty food and all kinds of other things that I NEED and haven't able to get (well the Kitty food I always get anyway!) We will find a place to set up our Garden! We WILL find a place where my rent is less than I get! He will find work in what HE loves and wants to be doing! THINGS will be good!

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Amazing!


                                     Had a Great couple of days listening to a bunch of
people talk about things I have never done before! <br>
https://www.facebook.com/events/1532688233666588/
<br>http://www.exploring-psychedelics.org/<br> Martin did a great job putting it together, Saw a lot of fabulous art! Learned a lot of strange and amazing things! Thank you for the experience! Though my body hurts for sitting a TON of hours for 2 days straight, at least I learned a lot of new things and did some awesome art in the process!

Still trying to keep focused on being positive, but still worried about rent... WE WILL MAKE IT! WE WILL HAVE ENOUGH! We Will! We Will!!

I worked on The elephant and the tree, though they had previously been started... The Free one I started Yesterday when I was listening to the first few speakers and been working on all of them throughout the 2 days :-)

Thursday, June 4, 2015

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Another day...

*F this. Going on computer...three times typing this on my phone is pissing me the f*ck off... stressing out big time...
Left ankle hurts like hell.*
I have been insomnious for weeks now, if not months, seriously stressing out over finding another place to live, DESPERATE to get out of the situation I am in. feeling EXTREMELY hopeless, and flat out wish just wasn't ALIVE right now (not dead, not killing my self, but wishing just wasn't alive in this moment) I NEED to get out of this mess I am in. I NEED HELP and I FEEL like I HAVE NO ONE to help, I have people in my life but no SUBSTANTIAL HELP in my life. I am tired of arguments over this same shit over in over and over and over and OVER again. I feel like I am in a mud pit kicking and grasping to get out, and the people are in the pit sitting on the ground getting covered in mud saying there is nothing I can do. THAT is where I am at, THIS is where my mind is right now. THIS is how I feel. Do I just LAY down and LET the mud fall on me? I am putting ALL my energy into making something happen! ALL of my energy! WE WILL find a new place that is affordable, we WILL be successful in the ways WE know how and Want to be. This is what I tell myself EVERY day, trying to paint MOUNTAINS and Homes on a Blank page, but still everything is invisible... I feel entirely alone in my life even with my best friend around. I feel alone in my life because Family doesn't give me time of day unless I personally do something to reach out. I AM TIRED OF BEGGING TO BE BE with MY FAMILY! I am tired of Telling someone to tell someone that I miss them, with NO responses back. I am TIRED of BEGGING to have even one day spent with. & I am REALLY tired of endless arguments with the only person who DOES understand me, but it feels like the never WANT to help. I know MANY people who are too busy in life, but still make time for people. I need FAMILY right now.  I need a new place RIGHT now, and I don't mean MONTHS I mean DAYS! And I need help in my life. I need someone to be there, and NOT TO YELL AT ME WHEN I SAY I NEED HELP. I am tired of arguments, I JUST NEED A SOLUTION! HERE it is out to the universe! I need a solution! I am calling out to the universe for a solution. I need a Good Affordable Home so I don't rip my hair out, and end up just wanting to die everyday!
~stressed out and feeling alone... where is Beetlejuice when you need him?

By the way, My Newest Piece is available on my Etsy store for download AND my fineartamerica store for all kinds of other options!

Monday, June 1, 2015

Marilyns Birthday Special!

Happy Birthday Marilyn Monroe!! Discounts on ALL my Marilyn Pieces to Celebrate Her birthday, to remember her! Check out All kinds of artists including my art, here is where you can find Marilyn Art for Sale

GooglePlay

Ok, so I need money to get my app on GooglePlay, It WILL HAPPEN!! Working on my app at AppsGeyser You need to pay $25 to Google Follow these steps: 1. Visit the Google Play Developer Console signup page 2. Pay the registration fee 3. Fill in your account details Please note that it may take up to 48 hours for your registration to be fully processed. Looks like it might take some elbow grease!

Fine Art Mobile!

THIS IS MY NEW MOBILE APP for MY FINE ART AMERICA! CHECK IT OUT! (sorry, VERY excited here!! Install this app!
Install on Android!

Create my life!

Sitting up tonight, eve of losing the internet! Trying not to stress! Trying to Create my Success! Things will be OK! I will Make it OK! Watching a Video to help me KEEP SUCCEEDING! I am a successfully, abundant, and extremely happy artist!

No Internet? No Page?

Yep, its that time again, like every month I can't afford something. This time its my Internet and Phone. lose that for a bit... I did find this awesome page today that talks aboutAnxiety!Worth checking out! Same author has many other articles too! Have a great Day! (even when you are not! ~daynah

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

OUCH!!!

Ok, so several weeks ago, I thought I had a terrible grouping of Stink Bug Bites, but now that it is back in the same area, it could be Dyshidrotic Eczema which can be related to STRESS! Last time this happened I my whole finger swelled up like a balloon! It was so painful! seriously added almost an inch to the (Depth? Radius?) I don't know but it grew to twice the size if not more! Hopefully The Cure Zone has a few good Ideas to help me!
Harry Styles Coloring Pages just added to my Etsy Store! Check it out! When you download, you can print as many times as you want, color how every many ways you want, give to as many friends as you want! It is all up to you! You can even put your finished work up as a print on Your Etsy! Just put a link to this page! Thank You! I would love to see your creations too! Join my Facebook Group Anxiety To Expression and show off what you got!

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Sick

Sick for the first time in a LONG time. Someone awesome brought me a bunch of get better goodies, like cough drops and tissue for my nose, and some teas! Love you! You are awesome. I haven't done a lot of artwork, or work on my art sites today, but I wanted to make sure to keep my blog up at least. I WILL BE WELL VERY SOON!

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

New Scanner & Cat Art!

I have been up all night with my new scanner scanning all kinds of older art onto my computer and up on my art sites! I have a new Fan Art Page on facebook I will have a lot more nature art up on my Fine Art America. I have several cat pieces up! Check out the best selling Cat art and see if mine makes it there! I have a few cat pieces up on my Fine Art America! best sellers - cat art for sale
Hi, My name is Daynah. MOST importantly I am an artist.I draw with pencils, colored pencils, markers (Prismacolors All The Way!) I draw portraits of people and all kinds of creatures! I love (DAY-DOODLE) and have several things in the works! Day Doodling has a great calming effect on my nerves! Definitely worth it! I grew up in the bay area. Menlo Park, Atherton, Redwood City, East Palo Alto, Palo Alto and the whole surrounding area was my playground as well as a few other temporary homes in Newman California, Redding California, Salem Oregon and a few other stops until I moved to Southern Oregon where I currently reside. I love animals of all kinds, I love the outdoors, and would never pass up a camping trip if you asked me! I just want to make the world a more beautiful place, one drawing at a time! But Things aren't always sunshine and roses. I have severe anxiety, and panic disorder, I am sure I have all kinds of OCD. I think it is important to say this because it is my art that all my expressions are revealed. I love nature, animals of all kinds, Music of Many Genres. Music is a big influence on my art. Recently on Zazzle.com (and dont get me wrong! I love my zazzle so far except this situation) I was denied putting my Marilyn piece up Marilyn:Anxiety because violates Marilyn's rights as a celebrity, or her personal name. I guess she was ONLY the Sexpot Bombshell Blonde loved by everyone, not they shy panic stricken girl who relates to MANY OF US TODAY! I told them I think it's EXACTLY what represents Marilyn as a person. I think who we are is important, anxieties and all! It makes us WHO we are and HOW we are! My advice to give is BE YOU! And if possible, ALWAYS BE CREATIVE! I LOVE YOU! :-D *ps, you can get this on many of my art sites, on my Etsy, on my fineartamerica, and others to come!

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